coco

avant chanel,

i smell two new diy's

'a coming home

me and emma on homecoming,

vintage dress i acquired in toronto !

the big tnt.

what it do.

80s, i think.

yay for being on-trend !

bahhhhh one month hiatus ?

i suck at this hahhah.

back ?

nyfwww

++++gary graham, ohne titel

jeremy laing

nyfw

dear new york fashion week, i wish i was experiencing your greatness.

:)

:|

jen kao, sheers, light,

vena cava <3333

crop tops !

also sheeeeerrrr. sheersheersheer, please.

thinking about diy ideas..

so far i'm thinking triangle cutouts, and a top or dress cut in the middle like that top vena cava picture.

skewl

hello athens.

voila, what i wore on the first big day back.

[ vintage t-shirt, bdg jeans from urban outfitters, old navy sandals ]

c'est tres simple, non?

a;sldfkjas; gosh kinsey stop flashing french to look cool.

first day was alright. i am running on way to little sleep after staying up until six in the morning the last night of summer (house party anyyyyone ?). yahhh catching up from two hours of sleep while waking up at six a.m. is no funtimes.

lala laaaa

flipping through magazines today, i came across some photos from the louis vuitton fall 09 show; i think i've decided to copy the makeup for homecoming :) stay tuned for a damn dress. a;lsdkfj.

rain

School starts tomorrowwwww, fml. It's raining outside, supposed to continue to tomorrow. This is one of my favorite everrrrrr recent collections; Burberry spring '09. It's all inspired by rainy days and this color palette might be my most favorite ever. I love how everything falls so nicely and seems to just flow and slink along. I'm awful at descriptive writing evidently.

lalalalaaaaaaaasfasdf

adventures

lalalalaaa, adventures in suburbia with monica and julia plus good tunes equals a wonderful sunday.

i feel like some of these pictures of monica should be in a urban outfitters catalog or something :) (her dress is anthropologie i believe, my thrifted belt, minnetonka booties); i was feeling like dressing sort of out of my own box, sort of more tomboyish than what i usually look like. i don't know; vintage lacoste t-shirt, vintage high waist shorts, steve madden boots.

high waisted

i don't feel like dressing boring anymorrrre.

i also need to stop comparing myself to other people.

1. vintage, self-cut shorts; thrifted f21 shirt

2. thrifted top

clothes.

plain

I'm slacking on this, I shouldddddn't.

I'm getting so sick of everything and everyone. I feel like it's the same thing and the same people every day that i cannot relate to on many levels. I can't wait to go to parsonssss !

recently: Led Zeppelin, Entourage, The Office, Animal Collective

ay, jack white !

<3

incidentally, i'm not cute today, so no photos.

this is boring.

saturday

hi, missed a day because the computer was dead.

guang sent me a video on facebook and it made me smile in a very happy way :) i miss people.

i'm making a homecoming dress, i'm listening to some new old music.

i'm watching weeds. see you later.

p.s. WE ARE YOUR FRIENDS, JUSTICE VS. SIMIAN.

i don't know

so this is the third time that i'm posting on here today. i don't really know why.

i just finished re-reading the perks of being a wallflower again and i loved it again. every time i read it i forget how much i loved it the last time and i get more and more out of it. i think it's because i am learning more and more about myself so each time i read it i can understand more fully what charlie is saying. i am realizing just how much i relate to him. it's sad that i'm relating so much to a fictional person haha. i think that i feel a lot of the same things that he does, they're just way demagnified for me.

i was thinking about why i have this "blog" in the first place. it's not really to share my mediocre style or my silly thoughts or so that anyone in particular will read it. i think i have this because i need some form of expression that's just words and pictures and not some silly poetry or painting or whatever that i'm still just mediocre at. and i could write in a journal or something, but this way there's some possibility for communication. i know that it is extremely unlikely that there is anybody anywhere reading this, but knowing that it's out there for anyone to see is more satisfying than writing in a spiral notebook stashed under my bedside table.

it is now four a.m. and i still can't sleep. thanks diet coke. i'm not going to try and force myself to sleep either, even though i'll regret that when i'm at work tomorrow.

goodnight nobody.

words

This is my wall today, hello.

So, I was re-reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower today. Charlie and I, we're on the level. I feel like a lot of the things that he's saying are things that i'm thinking. It's just beautiful and honest and it makes me think.

I know it's cliche and everything, but it is the most wonderful book.

I am not a lonely person, not by far, and I know that I don't have "real" problems, but sometimes I feel like i'm missing something.

today.

these are mine, soon please ?

hedi slimane, diary

<3

justice, a cross the universe.

i must see this

there is so much to see.

uhm.

WE'RE ALL JUST LIVING.

missing.

Nostalgia is bad for me. I miss New York. I miss new friends.

It's really surreal having a completely different life for a month, and meeting lots of really amazing people, and spending every day with them, and then coming home and not seeing them.

looking through new york photos on facebook + depressing Damien Rice song = what makes Kinsey want to cry

may i please go back ?

"sing me to sleep, i'm tired and i want to go to bed. don't try to wake me in the morning for i will be gone."

blahblahblah the smiths, hey.